Stop to Go

Our existence in this world is far greater than any purpose or plan we create on our own.

If we don't stop to be Jesus to the world when Spirit interrupts...Jesus' mission stops.

"But now you have arrived at your destination: By faith in Christ you are in direct relationship with God. Your baptism in Christ was not just washing you up for a fresh start. It also involved dressing you in an adult faith wardrobe—Christ's life, the fulfillment of God's original promise."
Galatians 3:25-27 MSG

This verse really hit me when I was listening to a lesson on kindness at Lead Her. Based on Colossians 3, kindness is one of the items we should be wearing daily as Christians. Does the world see it? If they really saw Christians united in love, we would have a united front for Jesus that would be credible Truth by the evidence in acts of kindness.

Defnately overloaded

Ever be in the middle of something so HUGE you can't wrap your mind around it? I'm definately overloaded by the messages pouring into my life this last month. They've come from everwhere! Read Paul's letters, bonded with sisters who encourage and stretch me forward, spent quality time with family and emabarked on new adventures. God is so good! Opportunities to serve Him in deeper and much busier ways fill my heart more than the tasks can ever fill my email inbox. Best of all He provides the will, do, power and grace to get it done. I don't know how I got here and I don't know where I'm going but I'm swimming in the rip current of AMAZING Grace. How sweet it is! Just look what God can do when you let Him set the scene.

Year of sisterhood

My 2013 theme song appears to be something about sisterhood. We are family! Girls are so bad at knowing they need eachother but being too busy to always get there. Ever notice how busy we are? Then ever notice how excited we are when we can get a day to be with just the girls? With an invite to welcome my first sister into my family via brothers wedding and a volunteer job offer to work on a regional women's Christian conference I'd say God has his plans for me. This year I'm gonna find those close girlfriends I should have. They are out there! Maybe I even met them before.

What is so hard about blogging?

What is so hard about blogging? Every moment of my day I can offer commentary. Water cooler conversations around me never end. An assortment of media bombard us with information 24/7. The Lord says pray without ceasing. There is always something to talk about! But sometimes there is a value in silence too. I was always one of those who just blurted out whatever first came to mind. Now I keep receiving Scripture references about the heart being the well spring of my life that must be guarded. Someone even said scientists proved our heart has neurons like our brain. Feelings are always talking to our mind. The challenge comes when wrong feelings enter our thoughts. Ever entertain the famous “I can’t” mother told you was a four-letter word? Ever allow yourself to be discouraged from doing something you never started or talked to anyone about? Ever think a person you never had a conversation with is not interested in being your friend? Where do we get these crazy ideas? Like guarding my heart, I’m going to guard my typing and carefully pick the words I want to say here. I think I’ll keep it to a Friday thing. That’s always a day there is free time and our heart is singing positive tunes.

Child present and accounted for

The Catholic Church is celebrating the Presentation of Mary today because back in the day some research showed it must be true that Mary, God’s baby momma, had religious parents who led her through the ritual knowing...afterall, Mary ended up saying “yes” to birth Jesus. Regardless what you think of Catholics or Mary or the relationship between the two there is something to be said about taking one of your own to the altar. Sacrificing livestock was a tithe they made in the Old Testament for various reasons and holidays. For parents, a presentation is the sacrifice of themselves. No matter how tradition or religion does it, Bible believing churches have a presentation ceremony Catholics call “baptism.” Some are sprinkled while others are dunked. Participants can be infants or adults. Whatever you follow isn’t the heart of the matter. What is absolutely amazing and wonderful is I have faith filled parents who chose to put God first and present me to the church as an infant. It wasn’t for them or the church. It was a moment of grace for me, a gift my parents gave me believing God would accept my itty bitty thumb–sucking self at the time into His Kingdom. Like the parents of Jesus, they went along with tradition and put me through each sacramental ceremony to instill again and again God was going to reign over this family. No one will know how God does such wonders in creating a foundation in such rituals. The only ingredient needed in this “magic spell” is belief. As a parent, if you truly believe God is going to care for your family you are going to humbly present your children to Him. God gladly accepts all who come to the altar. Allowing him to take over from there is another issue. Eventually I had to go to the altar myself to make that commitment. The last time I did that it was my own son who led the way by going months before me. Sure, I faithfully made a celebration of his presentation when I asked the local priest to sprinkle him just weeks after my son left my womb in 1997. I followed all the traditions my parents did for me for him. Putting God first in my family let to an amazing summer day in 2010 when my son began begging me to let him participate in our interdenominational church’s water baptism. Honestly at first I thought he just wanted to be dunked in the Gulf of Mexico because it looked cool and fun. Then they announced the date of September’s monthly Spirit douse would be on my son’s birthday. Obviously this was confirmation. Joy-filled smiles on his face in every photo we took that day proved that God will radiate out from within. We don’t know how it happens but we can believe children who walk in this light must have connected with the seeds that were planted by the people they met on their journey, some starting with their parents. So if the Catholics have an out of Biblical idea Mary had done to her what she did for God and Jesus, I’m not going to debate it. Instead I’m going to use their argument to think of my own life and responsibilities as a Christian parent. Is God really first, my son second and then me? Hopefully so because that is the only recipe for peaceful parenting. Each time I present my son’s issues to God and not try to run my child’s life to what I believe he needs, I get struggle free miraculous solutions. The power of grace is real. No matter how you receive it, if you believe it and confess it then it’s alive in you.

why blog? share revelation

And this is the purpose of my blog! So much we can share!

Time warp

Funny I thought it would be easy to write a blog because I am constantly journaling. Like my 20 year anniversary with the Air Force, I don’t know where the time went. All I can be assured of this week is I got this far by following God. He was always driving. Most of the time I was the backseat obnoxious traveler shouting out my own directions or a repetitive “are we there yet?” inquiry. At some point during service this week I was reminded by this internal God Positioning Spirit of the glory days when I fell in love with praise and worship. This all started at my first assignment and almost feels full circle 20 years later. Both church families encouraged me to live out my faith in a loving community, challenged me to stretch my talents through service positions and provided awesome date nights with my husband Jesus. If I wasn’t launched into this world I’m not sure where I’d be right now. I really don’t even want to think of what my 19-year old “Ms. Independent” self would have ended up. Life just can’t be in isolation. We weren’t created to be alone. We were created for a higher purpose by an Almighty God who himself is three in one. I’m sure Big Poppa had to take me kicking and screaming sometimes but locked down in His car seat was the safest way to ride. He knew that. Eventually so did I. When I stopped trying to provide it all for myself and started giving Jesus my “honey do” list, prayers were answered before I even knew I had a need. My past proved His miraculous hand in my life guided me to exactly where I needed to be, my future is secure as I continue to trust His piloting and I’m alive daily looking forward to where ever we go next. Thank you Jesus!